If you could talk to your younger self, back when you were somewhere between 5 and 15 years old could you have imagined how your life would turn out? Did you know that time is an illusion, it is part of the dream you agreed to as you slipped behind the veil to incarnate on Earth. The only thing that exists is the eternal moment of NOW. Because time is not real anywhere else but on third dimension Earth you can actually go back and whisper in the ear of your younger self, giving advice, guiding her choices, departing wisdom, transforming her hurts and helping her to see things from your higher wiser perspective. There is something in your past that needs your attention. Go into a meditative state, as the Goddess for assistance to be guided to the perfect memory of your younger self that needs your help. You will amaze yourself at how powerful you are in transforming your present life by changing the past. Trust yourself as you do this and remember YOU ARE A GODDESS!
Whether you understand it or not with your rational thinking mind you are Awakening to your true purpose and who you really are. It is not the ego conscious mind that knows anything about this. That part of your mind has a specific purpose. It is your right brain, the creative, imaginative, dreamlike part of you that connects to your Higher Guidance to bring through Messages and Guidance from your Higher Self. It is important in the coming months that you listen to this higher wisdom. You have a trial or challenge ahead of you. Don't go into fear, it is something you are more than capable of handling and it will be like deciding to run a mile and feeling elated when you achieve it. You must listen to your intuition your heart and your right brain (and remember you also have a brain in your gut!) so that you get all the guidance you need. Learn to discern the difference between your ego, the lower self, that is always caught up in fear, negativity, depression, anxiety, seperation, maintaining status quo and making you doubt yourself and your wiser higher mind - right brain & heart together, loving, kind, encouraging, positive, joyful, compassionate to self, adoring of self. When you find yourself listening to your ego don't reprimand yourself, simply thank your ego for being there for you in its own way and direct your focus to your higher wiser mind. Reach up and listen to that voice. This will make all the difference in your life and the coming challenge.
We are frequently asked 'when is my stuff coming'. Many of you now know that you are creating your own reality with your thoughts, emotions and actions but because time exists on third dimensional Earth there is a gap between the desire or asking and when your desires manifest. Given the difficulty of life on Earth waiting for your stuff to show up can be painful and difficult and requires great faith and patience. When you ask your Higher Self for something and it appears not to be manifesting in your life it can be because you change your mind. Knowing what you want is not as easy as it appears to be. If you set forth a desire today and tomorrow you change your mind which desire is the Universe responding to? And although that may sound strange it is more common than you think. You might decide you are lonely and would like a partner but the next day feel moody or being having a fat day and decide you are not ready until you lose 10 pounds. To be the Goddess that you are, a powerful Creator you must focus your energies in the direction of what you truly desire and hold that desire in positive expectation or at least surrender in faith until it manifests. Get clear about what you want, set forth your desire, stay true to yourself and it will come.
You have been giving your power away and there are many ways you could have been doing this. Saying yes when you mean no, aquiesing over and over again to people who do not appreciate you, criticising yourself especially when you look in the mirror, failing to fight for yourself, letting others diminish you, failing to express your true feelings, distracting yourself through eating, drinking, drugging or zoning out in front of netflix. Maybe you have put all those dreams that are unfilfilled into the too hard basket. Maybe you tell yourself you will get to them eventually. Denial of what is really going on and what you are really feeling is the fastest way to lower your vibration, cut yourself off from the Higher Guidance that is your birthright and stop the flow of goodies you want from coming your way. It is time to clean up your act and stand in your power. You are the embodiment of the Goddess, the supreme Source of All-That-Is that stands right beside God but who is the Divine Feminie energy that you chose to incarnate with. YOU are the Goddess and the conduit through which Source energy enters your family. Claim your birthright, acknowledge who you really are and stop hiding your gifts from yourself and the world!